I am an artist painter
Everything you care for grows, and what you create takes on a life of its own, two important concepts that underlie the understanding of how the relationship between energy and consciousness works.
Why over the centuries people have felt the need to confess, out of guilt, the sense of having done something wrong. But who determines what is right is wrong which leads people to feel guilty, religion of course.
When you learn to manage your energy, including sexual energy, your relationships with others change radically.